I don’t express any feelings except anger, i had therapy before but never spoke abt my feelings, only one who had childhood trauma, i have extreme mood swings, i get rlly angry whenever any guest sleep in my room or touch my stuff, i have abandonment and social anxiety but i live in a family who have both parents and are fine with being social, feel lonely and angry for hours and sometimes days, sometimes i can get selfish and rude to anyone, i don’t feel sympathy for anyone, always feel like things around me are just imaginary. my friend said i show many signs of BPD
Am i just a bad person or is there something wrong with me?